Often, as today it is, the mind stands in conflict with the heart. Today is a pleasant day, looks good ahead too.
Human reach to its impermeable suburbs is profound. We think we know it all and will never ever succumb to situations which shake our faith in our powers. Yet we give in. We give in to fears, trepidation, unseen dangers, predicted horrendous outcomes and an unfathomable afterlife.
In all this, wrong decisions are taken, wrong paths are chosen, wrong words are said and sometimes wrong tears are wiped! Why do I say that?
Well, that is what I am to write about.
Incorrect direction of sympathy towards people who did not need them in the first place. You needed it badly, but in giving it to someone else, you felt satiated, sacrificial and weirdly complete.
Then, if insensitivity and narcissism tore you within….
Whose fault was it anyway?
Does it even matter then, that you gave it your all?
Does it matter at all that you were emptied of your core?
Does it even matter that you dissolved like salt?
Does it even matter that your world was actually in their globes?
Does it then matter that you existed like a speck in their sky?
What does matter though is the emptiness that is purely yours….and not theirs to share.
What matters now is to stop being the empath you were.
What matters is not the fact that you were at fault.
Is, that it was nobody’s fault.
Is that you, your sky, your earth
Is still yours to claim.
It does not matter if they left or if you pushed them away…
But it definitely does matter that your halo –
Is purely yours TODAY